...that's what I am. Well, I'm sure it's how some people will see me.
I dropped the stats class. Somehow, I managed to pass the exam, but I was not impressed with a 52% (bumped to a 57% since the Prof gave us all a free 5%). I know I can do better, I just have to approach the class differently.
So, after almost 2 weeks of agonizing, talking to tutors, talking with the family and most importantly with Bub, I decided to drop the class and take it again next semester from scratch, even though it was against the advice of some of my family.
I'm taking a different approach this time around. For one, I'm not taking it online. Clearly for this class, I need to sit in front of my Professor to be able to ask questions as we go, and secondly, I'm getting a tutor to walk me through the class from week one.
I know this may seem like quitting to a lot of you, and I think some members of my family will be incredibly disappointed, but I have many reasons for dropping the class. Anyone who's taken the class seems to understand exactly where I'm coming from. It's those who've never been there that don't get it and think I should just "push through and get the pass" to "get it over with". But I don't want to just "get it over with". I need to protect my GPA and I need to set myself up to actually learn something in this class and in the future.
Sure, I've now lost the time and money I spent on the class for this semester (which I HATE), but I think the other stuff outweighs it.
a) I can't afford to have my GPA drop drastically, especially while I'm waiting to have my degree change approved. If the degree change doesn't get approved, I'm done because I can't continue in the program I'm in on a part-time basis.
b) I don't have the time, energy, money or brain power to meet with a tutor 2 or 3 times a week until the final exam on December 14th, which is what would be required in order to get back on track with hopes of just passing the exam
c) I don't understand the new material because I don't understand the old material. The hole is just getting deeper and deeper the further we go.
d) I have to take Stats II.... so if I don't have a basic understanding of this stuff and just "get the pass" I'll struggle just as much, or more, with Stats II.
So.... I made the decision and dropped it. I think it's best for myself because I know that I can start from scratch and do better with a little more planning and a different approach. I wish it had turned out differently, but now I know how this class is and I'll be more prepared the second time around.